Sunday, October 28, 2012

The Cost of Freedom

We start with the Public.
That is the outer face, the mask that we wear,
A web of skin that can peel apart at any time
But can fuse tightly when never taken off.

Next we have the Fiction.
This is the tricky fantasy that we believe
It is the world we inhabit, that hides
Corners and holes we trip into blindly.

After that is the Angel.
We seek salvation from this broken person
Or object, or job, or technological gadget,
And only a shiny veneer separates us from disappointment.

The ending is not part of the tale
It could be Collapse
Or a Manual Reset.

But a better ending comes with Truth,
Scraping away the outward sheen until we see ourselves dead,
Taking our life away until we surrender to be reborn,
Not to walk again in the illusions of the carnival midway,
But to breathe the sharp, stinging air of freedom, unafraid.

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Inspiration from the Bookshelf

I tried really hard to write something, but my brain would not comply. In the interest of stirring up a poem, I compiled a list of words from the book titles on my bookshelf. I'm saving it here so that I remember to use them next week.

My word list:
Society
Finding
Web
Highest
Journey
Hip
Lessons
Collapse
Angel
Encyclopedia
Model
Truth
Tale
Country
Fiction
Guide
Manual
Public

Thursday, October 11, 2012

Perfection

Ever circling
Fears of imperfection
Looming, growing,
Starving the sun

Always chasing
Shades of pink perfection
Panting, cramping,
Loathing the run

Today falling
Losing all protection
Breaking, scraping
Sinking to none

Moment pausing
Soaking up perception
Stilling, soothing
Now that I'm done

Saturday, October 6, 2012

Omnipresence (You're Everywhere)


Somehow you are everywhere:
In my cereal bowl I see you,
And at the grocery store
Among the apples,
And in the windows of passing cars.

I can't leave you behind, because
You're there in the pages of every book,
And with any vibration of the telephone,
You are there first, always.

Don't be afraid to walk into this space.
Don't think that I may push you out.
Please know that the door has been opened to you,
And your ghost already lives here.


Photo from en.wikipedia.org