Sunday, June 2, 2013

Not Saying Goodbye

I don't know how to say goodbye
To the girl at the coffee stand,
Or the trainer at the gym,
Or my mother.

2.9 million people work, eat, and dream with me;
I don't know them all,
But there are invisible spider threads joining us,
And how do I disconnect these lines?

I don't know how to say goodbye.
And, it's true, I can't figure out the right syntax,
The correct arrangement of consonants and vowels,
Just the right tone and facial expression
That would help me say it.

I don't know how to say goodbye.
Instead I pretend that I'm not leaving.
I never say anything final
Or even cry.